Once you gain something, you bound to lose something.

It's a bad start of august, for me. Blame it on the weather, blame it on lonely sunday but the ultimate fault comes from you.

That day you gain a hug, now you lose my trust, tomorrow you may lose your lifetime partner.

Be it she hug you, you didn't hug her. Or you didn't let but she did. She hug you, you got no choice. Such excuses are just not acceptable.

Yet, it was posted publicly for all to view and you were tagged in it too. How will your friends, or my friends think about it? What will be the thoughts of my parents? What should the explanation be? "No lah, they just good friends. I was there, nothing one lah."

Will they believe? Today you let her hug, tomorrow you hug her. What else? There's always limitation to things, so what if she's your good friend? So what if you say there's nothing? But everything starts from zero, we started from there too.

And the fact that I was there, you didn't even show the minimum respect a partner should do. You could have ask her to put her arms away, you could have reminded her I was there and I could see it.

I really lost trust in you. You make me feel how much you don't treasure your partner and how much you don't respect me.

Yesterday, you could happily show it to me and your friends; like you are proud of it. Although you said that you didnt happily show me but just want to let me know. That you tell me and never hide from me.

Fine. Put yourself in my shoes, I did the same thing. I hugged another guy or I let another guy hugged me without any rejection at all. And I told you, and show you the picture. How would you feel? Don't you think that it's too much!

There's no point in apologising. Because I can say it hundreds and thousands times, over and over again. But my actions were done, and no changes shown yet. Who will believe me? Who will trust me again?

Just one mistake, one is enough to tear everything that we built for so long. Because the imagine of she hugged you or you hugged her will be flashed back.

I just need some time away. Now as your girlfriend you can let other girls do this with my presence. Who knows next time after marriage what will happen..

I'm truly disappointed.