It's so early, and I'm awake. Bby went off to work, and I'm all alone at home. Today didn't have much plans, except for facial in the afternoon. So I'm gona think of designs for the room wall, do checklist for the trip, and pack the house before Bby's mum comes over.

Still got a long day to go! Have a good day every-ba-dy~

Bby was shock that I got Lollipop colour for our room :D

I've been painting for the past few days. And I think that painting can really help to slim down, it works like exercising. Cause I sweat damn lot painting the room, climbing up and down, holding the paint brush, cleaning up after painting. Tons of work to be done!

But I'm satisfied with the outcome, the room look much much better now. Too bad I didn't take the "before" picture of the room, but I shall upload the "after"when I'm free. Choy Darling did see it before. I'm sure she will be shock to see how much the room had change :D

Weekend was fine. Saturday went to Ikea with Bby and Brenden Boy to get the painting for our room, and we got a pretty river bank of Amsterdam(capital and largest city of the Netherlands). After which head to S.yum place for dinner, Da* baby was there too. The guys catch up while I sit there and listen..

Head to AMK to visit Ah Gong & Ah Po <3 Everyone still looking great, I wish everyone/thing(s) will remain like this. Talked to them, sat there stone stone, then need to rush back west side to move bed. Brenden Boy came to help too (:

Brenden Boy crash over at our place cause next morning Bby send him to east side. He even brought his chouchou over to sleep! haha.

Bby, Shengda, Beibei and Kerrie are MJ-ing.
Ginny? She is facebook-ing :D

Ginny will be going for a short getaway.

Where to? Taipei
With who? Her Mr. Teddy Bear
From when to when? 7 July to 15 July

And it's CONFIRMED! (:

So don't think that I MIA or dead if I couldn't get me on my mobile. I know that Darlings will want presents from me. But those who aspect me to help them buy things, shall need wait till I clear my shopping list first! Haha :x

I miss home. I haven been staying at home for the longest time. Now and then I did go home and see how's everyone. However, as usual Little Angel isn't home. But She would surprisingly drop a sweet text to me, saying "I miss you". So sweet of her. Hopefully she's been good, haven been giving Moma headaches over school matters. It's so different staying here and home. I got to do almost everything by myself here, but at home, I'm well pampered with maid clearing everything, doing all the chores.

I miss Moma, my superwoman. She would call me in the morning, sometimes waking me up, asking what am I doing. Got clear my bed or not? Did I study? If I did cause trouble to SJ's mom. Whether I got another how throw temper at SJ. Hello Moma, your daughter got that ill-bred?!

Shall go home more often, and visit grams over the weekend!

Haven been blogging for the longest time and there's tons of events that took place these days. Finally I got the time to lie here, relax and blog. I shall backdate entries and I need to kill lots of brain cells to think back.

Darling Choy came over to accompany me (: She killed my boredom!
She's the first person to see our room, she's the first person to see our album ..

Changing a lifestyle is not an easy task!

I'm still not used to staying at home, studying, sleeping, slacking, staring into space. I'm so used to that noisy, busy, irritated environment.

I miss JobsDB!

I miss my dear fellow team mates back there, esp Beibei. I'm sure she's working her skin off now, she must be hell busy! I wish I could help her, but I couldn't :(

Wondering if Kakak is on the phone or not? If she forgets her orders? Did she remember her interviews? I wish I'm there to remind her and hear her talk.

Thinking if Ying mama is stress out by Uncle SS workload or not. Imagination Ying mama pulling her hair, while replying to Uncle SS unessential e-mails. (Ying mama, I miss my little boyfriend! You go home must play with him okay~!)

And of cos missing other colleagues too. Michelle nah, Kelly lah, Zimah (Babi !), Shamma (Momo), Keith, Mandy, Alan, Melissa, Grace, Sumi, Alex, Kelvin.. So many many more. Gosh!

I miss my work station -.-
I miss my once so called 2nd home.

Exam is nuts today, I hope I can pass. Hopefully sufficient knowledge to pulled it through. The questions is crazy, one sentence, 20 marks. I got no idea how to write the answers out. The answers I know is only 7 points, and I got no idea how to elaborate them into an 20marks worth essay! I scare I throw in rubbish as I smoke through the paper. So I just write what I know, didn't want to fill in unsure, extra stuff. Still got another paper to go on friday! Last module paper... WOOOOTS!

Bby you made me feel that I'm home,
even though it's not my family members here.



This feels like our space, our room. We packed it together, clear and wipe, stick our own pictures, decorate it with our favourite stuff. Our room is filled with your all time devoted Chelsea and my beloved Hello Kitty!

I got my own make-up space, my study area, my hello kitty corner!

We even went to ikea to get stuff for our room. A floor lamp, dustbin, table top mirror, magnetic board, boxes for storage, etc. I can't wait to paint the room, and look for pretty decorations for our room.

Now you're working hard to get a new queen size bed for us, maybe a king?!

We're like newly wedds. Haha.

DARLING DELIA IS BACK and quarantined :(
I don't care, I want to see her soon. Miss her so much.

My dearest boyfriend, thanks for everything which you had given me during these months.

I'm glad that both sides families are okay with our relationship. You're getting along well with my family members, you met most of my love ones. And best of all, is that they accepted you.

You've done great, worked hard and tried your best to make me smile and happy. And I am the most fortunate girl in the world.

As long as I've got you, I'm the happiest girl around. No doubt I am!

This picture was snapped by Darling Choy before Brenden Boy enter NS. Shall see how different he will be during his POP day.. Just 2 weeks only, can see visible fats cut off from him already. But he got flu and cough lah, and it's rather serious. Might be he isn't used to the temperature changes there.

Take care yea, don't give up. I can't wait to see the slim version of Brenden again (:

It was such a tough decision to made.
But it's tougher to leave and say good-bye!

I was totally a cry baby, tap water today. My tears flow down like FOC! As the time pass by, minutes went by, it's so hard to get my heart off this place (JobsDB).

Beginning of the week, while I was doing the boards for Beibei and Kakak.. I cried while doing it, as I place the piece of pictures together. I think back of those lovely memories we shared, the times we had, so vivid.

Then I started writing cards to boss, Huiying and Michelle. The closer ones to me in the office. I cried too. I thought of not going to see them everyday (weekday), makes me feel so sad.

Last night, typing out the farewell e-mail draft. I cried again! I really don't bare to leave this place. I know it was a rather sudden decision. But I wouldn't want to drag things further anymore. There will be better chance, the grass is greener out there.

As I bid farewell to colleagues during the day, I cried out many times till my eyes swollen the next day.

Kakak gave me a hug from behind before she left for her half day leave, I can't control my tears, I cried. She's like a big sister to me at work, always there to look after me. Sometimes I will be cosed up at her place, having long chats with her till I got lost of the timing. She would take that extra notice of my emotions, knowing that I'm being quieter than usual, she would sweetly drop me an e-mail asking if I'm okay or not. We would share little gossip time, laugh together, and most importantly enjoyed each other company!

Boss asked me to go into the conference room and wait for her, she came in handing me a gift and card. She started talking and I could hear her voice changing, it's as if she's holding back her tears. Upon this, I cried. I hugged her and cry like a baby. She's been a great friend and protective boss at work. She took care of our department, protected us from those complaints which our managers gave and she's always fighting for us. Though there are times I don't see eye to eye with her doings, she still gain my greatest respect as my boss.

Downstairs taking our usual puff breaks with Beibei.. I cried out. Thinking that it's the last time we going to enjoy such moment together, I'm so gona miss her. She's been my great companion in JobsDB, she accompanied me all the way, she would hear my unstoppable complaints and whining. We glued to each other like magnets, making tons of noise, enjoying each other presence. She placed a strong front, not dropping a tear at all, telling me that we could still meeting up outside. But I just couldn't help and cry..

Keith came over and give me a hug before he leaves the office at six, I cried. Michelle intercom and said goodbye, I cried. Alex shakes my hand and bid farewell, so did Kelvin, I cried.

So on and so for.. .. I cried and cried..

I'm thankful for the gifts, little notes, cards, letter given. I never thought that I would receive them, I seriously didn't. I really did enjoy this jorney I had in JobsDB, I had learn a great lot of knowledge, met many kind people, saw lots of nasty things as well as pretty stuff.

Thank you and Good Bye. I wish all the best, from deep in my heart. Someday we will sure to meet again! So few, we'll meet up real soon!

Rushed this out for Beibei and Kakak Fara, didnt want to miss giving this to them. And I really hope that they will treasure this. I wanted to do this for my boss, Evelyn. However, I notice they we haven been taking much picture together. So I gave her a card instead, my words of love (:

Stupid boyfriend with stupid face. Still gimme middle finger!

My love, you're so amazing. You make happy, angry, sad, laugh, cry, smile, empty, crazy .. Most of all, so madly in love with you.

You said that if you ever fall asleep and leave me alone again, wake you up and you'll be there. But it doesn't seems so tonight. And the night before. I always spending time alone through the nights! Even when you're just next to me, I feel so lonely and empty. It makes me angry but more sadness. i hate you

Happy Birthday DADDY!!

I felt that as time passes, I really got no idea what to get for my parents. I would love to get them something valuable but they cost much! However, a card or some gift seems so useless to them. All I could afford is to get a cake and fork out the bill for a family meal together. I hope this least could filled his day with happiness and bliss. I love you dad.

A smile is an inexpensive way to change your looks.



You brought me series of emotions, at times I will caught myself smiling to your silliness unknowingly.

Day in, day out, you're there to ensure that I'm feeling positive.

You always have your ways in cheering me up, it seems as easy as coaxing a little girl with ice-cream to you.

You're the rainbow in my stormy days, I couldn't imagine what will life be if this pretty rainbow did not appear in my life.

Will you love me in December as you do in April,
Will you love me in the good old fashioned way?
When my hair has all turned gray,
Will you look into my eyes and say "Darling, you're beautiful."
When my teeth have all decay and dropped,
Will you kiss me the way you did in our twenties?

Bby, your smile may happen in a flash but the memory kept in my heart last for a lifetime.


(I'm smiling cause of the sweetest guy behind the camera)




Quote of the day : It takes 64 muscles of the face to make a frown, and only 13 to make a smile. Why work overtime?

Tell me how to concentrate on my work with all the drillings and hammerings -.-

WTF!

I came across these pictures which really really really really really really shocked the hell out of me! I swear I am! I would never ever NEVER, go back to then!!! FUCKING DIDN'T WANT TO GAIN ANY KILOs. I'll kill myself if I ever go back to that size, and I will kill boyfriend if he feed me to that size. I'll make sure he's double my size if I'm that HUGE!


I think there's something wrong with my mirror then that it didnt reflect me as that FAT. Or my eyes got problem? MAYBE my brain was damage then?! Psyco myself that, "I'm not fat, it's okay. Just eat, diet tomorrow. You're normal, everyone else is fat."


Look at my thunder thigh! It's like almost 2times of Moma's.


My face looked as if I got punched 1000x


Superb round siah!


I look like I'm 4months pregnant, with flabby arms and swollen face.





Diet diet diet.

Boyfriend, don't feed me so much ah!

Ms. Panda in the house (:

I haven been sleeping enough for days! Since last weekend, everyday I sleep for less than 4 to 5 hours. Superb tired lah. But still I couldn't afford to be late for work, so got to drag myself off the bed and be away from my dearest love.

Thursday send Brenden Boy off for his two weeks chalet at a little wonderful Island. Syum then join him there on Friday, so this left Da* Baby alone for 2 long week. I'll only get to see them on/ after the 19 June - their first book out.

While Brenden is away, his bike is throwing temper! Each time Bby went to start the engine, it refuses. End up, Bby sweat like hell, near to give up. We need to stay there for at least 20 minutes before it runs..


Okay lah, actually I didnt have much to update.

• I manage to meet up with Choy darling on both Monday and Wednesday. As well as, brother.

• Went to Kbox till 3AM plus, felt like a walking dead the next morning.

• Bby & I got hooked to RC, every night cracking our brains to think of how to arrange the tables and chairs.

• Sent Brenden Boy off, looking forward to see him in botak. And definitely a slimmer him(: *White Sands carpark fee is killer! $9 for about 4 hours odd. ERP is killer #2. Petrol is killer #3. *

• I rushed out my group project powerpoint and report, due to some idiots in the group.

My Love,

before you came into my life, I've skipped every thoughts of getting married. I would have followed my initial dream of having a carefree life, to stay single and travel round the world. But your love had lead me to see a better side of life, happiness, as well as two person world. Who knows, some day I might be lucky to be your bride. Or maybe you maybe think that you're fortunate yet unlucky to have this nasty tempered wife. Haha. Life really brings wonders, and you're definitely one of them. Regardless of those fucking heart-tearing words I shot out; you never once pour me with your nasty words, you stayed by me to coax me. You're upset but yet you pulled a smile on your face so that I would feel at least a little better. When I need someone to listen to my unhappiness; my endless whining, I know that you're the one I could turn to. My day starts with you and it ends beautiful in your arms. I just need to trust more, think less, share more of my thoughts and control temper.

My dearest, your love is something out of this world; and that makes you so precious and special to me. I'll be yours for as long as you want me to ♥