Burdens are the foundations of ease and bitter things the forerunners of pleasure.

So often we resent the difficult moments in life and forget that they provide an important service for us. Not only do they lay a foundation and pave the way for better times later; they help us to become stronger, better people so we can appreciate those pleasant experiences when they arrive.

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I came across this reading and I love it so much. A short paragraph with tons of inspiration, energy providing to move forward. It's like a glimpse of hope, gentle reminder that the difficult moments will pass and the sun will shine once again..

Mr. Boyfriend is working today, even on a public holiday. Aint feeling happy at all, but he unwillingly leave me at home. I know I should give him my support for his work, encourage him and all. Still, I didnt want us to drift apart cause of work/money. The time we spent together didnt allow us to do much things, nor speak to each other. Every night he doze off so quickly that I didnt get to say much words to him or talk about what happened in the day..

Till I saw this... It changed part of my thinking..

"So when it comes to balancing work and romance, I'm not a believer. There should be no balance... These two hungers, for work and for romance, work together in successful people. To me, both are full-out endeavors, endeavors that depend on each other and should never get in the way of one another.. I give both everything I've got, and the effort, in the long run, is always worth it."

I need to be more patient and supportive. Because deep inside, I know that he's doing all this for me... for us.

Another exhuasting day, woke up super early for driving and instructor is late! Met up with Choy darling for brunch, before I head home to rest for 2 hours. Then it's tuition all the way till night time. Thursday is always so busy..


"Three Rules of Work: Out of clutter find simplicity; From discord find harmony; In the middle of difficulty lies opportunity." - Albert Einstein

I know it's why too early for my bedtime now. But I just want to get away from where I am.. Shall head off to bed with a heavy heart and hope to wake up to a better tomorrow. Good night.

I wish there were more than 24 hours a day. Then, I can spend everyday gleefully with him. I wish there were no weekdays at all. Cause I love days when Mr. Boyfriend spends the whole day at home staring at me and doing nothing else. I wish all my friends will love me for whom I am. I wish everyone around me to be happy and healthy. I wish that today's 5.5mil TOTO will be mine. I wish everything I wish can come true.

Even "Ginny"(Genie) can't grant her wishes herself, so better get moving and stop daydreaming..

I love to wish, although i know nothing will come true out of wishing. I'm just being foolish.

I wonder why am I losing confidence in myself..

My wild thoughts, jealousy, envy, comparison are getting over me. I wonder why female gets sensitive easily, is it good or bad? I need to breathe. I need to think clearly ..

Going to watch 2012 later, and weird thing is.. my baby brother - Leon will be coming along too. It's odd, but well.. Since moma is unwell, bring him out will give her space to rest and peacefully without him around. Hopefully it wont be a hard time controlling him cause he's not afraid of me -.-

I've been busy with tuition and driving lessons lately. With TP nearing, and stupid old (instructor) kept nagging me. It makes me worry that I could not make it for the test, but I'm sure I know more than enough to pass. (hopefully) Anyway, I think that old man didn't praise of his students before. Still, I guess I can trust in his coaching cause most of his students one time pass!!!

It's Ah Kak birthday today. Don't feel weird when you see this name "Ah Kak". It's my calling for "kakak", meaning : sister. She's nobody new, she's my ex-colleague. Someone whom I'm close to from the start of my JobsDB days, till today, we're still in contact and hopefully.. in the near future or future future.. We will still sit at cafe, enjoy coffee and have long hours of chats.

Nobody knows. No one felt the same as I do.. But what's bothering me? I got no idea. Too many things twisted together, one after another. I've got no strength to untie all of them, but who is going to help me. Hai

Story of 3 fishermen!

Sexy eh !!

It's so cruel to "see only, no buying". Cause of driving lessons, my pocket burnt one fucking huge hole. Still got to struggle for couple of weeks, hopefully I can one time pass! I dont have that much money to retake, etc.

I WANT DAD HOME SOOON!!!!