He was funny, looking at me the entire night. I knew he could not take his eyes off me, but yet I was enjoying every moment. Deep inside, I could hear my heart beating too.

In my eyes, you're worthless and always be one. Never a true friend, I could hardly differentiate your true and fake side! I believe few would agree with me, some still blinded by your "kindness", most bought over by your unrevealed truth. Still, once a friend will always be a friend. Let's just stay as it is now, you know my presence and I accept your existence(:

That beautiful weekend.

It's been so long since the three of us step into town area! These two mountain turtles haven been to ION yet, so we decided to make a trip there since our dear Brenden wanted to get a book from Kinokuniya bookstore.

I dont think I can go shopping with these two guys, walk awhile only they want to take a break, look for place to sit or puff. Then they will complain hungry or thirsty -.- Guys are guys, it bores them to follow ladies to shopping. They rather be home and watch tv than dragging their feet around.

We went to Boodie for dinner, at the same time they could catch their soccer match there. Alvin joined us, the guys catch up while I struggle to finish my food and digest what I ate. Sometimes I wonder where did their huge appetite come from?!

How I wish I had my life nicely laid for me. With every gap bridged, each steps guided, all problems advised.

Sometimes, my parents just gives me the wrong idea about life. Maybe my parents do want me to learn things to tough way, leaving me to search for my answers, earn for my buyings. But it turns out that, I feel so depart from home that each time I fall into a deep hole, I never would turn to them for help.

Really.. Seriously.. At times, I wonder: what to do next in my life. Where is my direction. Did I make the wrong choice from the start.

I hate all these unanswered questions, because I know that at the end of the day, I still could not follow the path I wanted to take. So why not from the start, lay a pretty life path for me and not making the choice for me, end up leaving me hanging there.. No idea where to go next.

I woke up crying this morning :( I had a fucking bad dream! How I wish Mr. Boyfriend is here...

A long and tiring day!

I went to JB with Mr. Boyfriend's mom, sis and bro-in-law. Sadly, he couldn't come along cause he got to help his dad work! We shopped the whole day, walk till my legs breaking :( But luckily, his bro-in-law drove in, so I do not have to queue up for bus or walk such far distances! We spent about RM300++ on the groceries for my place, and all of them are mainly instant ones!

Hope Bro is fine now, cause I couldn't hear his whining just now. I felt uncomfortable talking on the phone in the car when he called.

Morning was super cranky due to the irritating instructor, he totally pissed me off! Complain to Mr. Boyfriend when he came to fetch me, I kept on making bad comments about his coaching. Haha! Guess he did not enjoy his brunch at all.

What surprised me was, Mr. Boyfriend took our his lappy from his bag after he finished his meal and went to FACEBOOk - FARMVILLE!!! He's so into this application now that he brings his lappy anywhere, just to harvest his farm on time.

During the late afternoon, I purposely asked him to accompany me to facial. He got no choice but to stay away from his farmville and walk me here (:

I felt super happy and relax after the facial and massage, had my eye brown shape too! I think I doze off for more than an hour during the facial! So refreshing.. I love having a good facial and body massage once in awhile.

He's my latest craze :D

I was so crazily missing him after that day I saw him at Brenden's mom place. We (Mr. Boyfriend, Brenden and myself) went over to do painting, cover up those dirty areas of the kitchen ceiling and gave the living room new colours!

Back to the topic, this little cutie pie is Brenden's nephew. Brenden's bro-in-law had something on, so he brought him over.. I followed him around the house cause he could not sit still at one place! I think I make a good baby sitter :)

He's superb heavy for a 3 years old kid, I carry him till my muscle ache the next day. And he's damn fair with nice brownish hair ! He could hardly speak a full sentence, so when he wants to say something, he use few words at a time. So cute!

I kept bugging Mr. Boyfriend to bring me over to see him! I'm nuts

Anyway, the pictures below was taken on a different day from the first met. I kept wanting to see him, so Brenden asked his bro-in-law if he needs help to look after the little one. So we went to pick him up and brought him go walk walk..

Of course, I snap a lot pictures and videos of him! Happy :D Can't wait to see him again.

Our AH DAN's P.O.P. day!


Mr. Boyfriend and I dragged ourselves up at 5AM plus in the morning, end up laze in bed till 6 plus then rush out of house. We met up Brenden's mom and sis at Teck Whye and drove down to east side to attend his P.O.P

It was a long day, weather is super hot! But it's one of my good friend parade so of course must be there! Mr. Boyfriend took off from work just to attend it. See how great we are.. unlike some :x

The parade was great, with loud performance and stuff. Brenden went around taking pictures with his mates, most probably gona part with most of them. Anyway he isn't specially close with any of them, so I think he doesn't mind.

Futhermore, he's overjoy with the many days block leave and excited to know his new vocation..



Poor thing, she sweat till her hair is wet

Both of us dress in green!

That's Brenden's mom beside Mr. Boyfriend



The guys matching in after their 24KM

Stretching .. Cooling down...




The award winners

Military Band


Can you spot Brenden?

My camera is super good,
can zoom and see Brenden clearly!

His mummy and himself

Look alike?! That's his sis

His mom trying to kiss him,
but I didnt get a good shot it

Look so happy, bliss (:

I guess they haven been taking pictures together for a long time

Friends till death do us part!

Caught him in the crowd


Brenden in action






He notice me taking picture of him


Brenden crying?!

His mate crying.. So emotional

The little girl sitting in front of us

His buddy





They share the same POP day



Another cute baby :D

He says "POP LOHHHH~~"