We gave a miss to the Halloween trip at Night Safari as it's pouring. So Mr. Boyfriend drove my lovey dovey parents down to Simei to celebrate my little cousins birthday!

Just another Sunday (:

Lazy to write out the events that took place that day. It's just a random trip down to Chinatown area, walk walk.. Found out new places, been to many different unknown areas.. Lastly, head to bugis for dinner.

Simple weekend with two of my love ones.

我是谁? 傅老師!
English please.. Teacher Poa.


YAYA. I'm gona be a teacher or rather a tutor, part time lah. Currently, struggling to complete my driving so I decided to focus on it first before I get myself a full time job.

Mom says I will kill those kids. haha.


We shall seeee ~

I always believe that I have talents in designing and arts! And I have huge interest in them. But I could never fulfil my dreams to take up design/arts courses.

However, today I'm proud of myself! I helped Ah Dan to do his project poster (: Although it's not a 101% prefect artwork but I managed to express out what's in my mind.

I did everything from ZERO! And I find it cute and beautiful (Dont care whether you all agree or not).

Home.
A simple 4 letter words with a huge meaning.

I haven been going home but I am at home. It sounds kind of ironic, but deep inside only I feel happy staying with Mr. Boyfriend & co. It's not due to the huge amount of freedom gained because there's no parents around. Neither do I enjoy paying bills, meals, etc.

Sad to say, I feel much more wanted here than before. There's a reason why I like to stay home nowadays and not trying hard to leave, coming back with a relief and smile, thinking "home sweet room" ...

Unlike last time.. Going home was a struggle, I would always think of many excuses to get myself out of home, or I would lock myself in the room. I didnt speak much with any of my family members...

Each time mom says that I haven been going home for so long, I would coldly reply her "for what?!". I know it hurts to voice out these. But I, myself feel hurt too. Nobody knows, except him.. him.. him.. and her..

I guess I'll stop here or else I will cry like crazy. I'm an emotional kid, that's why Mr. Boyfriend calls me his baby girl.

Relationships - of all kinds - are like sand held in your hand. Held loosely, with an open hand, the sand remains where it is. The minute you close your hand and squeeze tightly to hold on, the sand trickles through your fingers. You may hold onto some of it, but most will be spilled. A relationship is like that. Held loosely, with respect and freedom for the other person, it is likely to remain intact. But hold too tightly, too possessively, and the relationship slips away and is lost.

Yinhao Birthday Party!

Although not very close with Yinhao but Mr. Boyfriend still went to his party. We didnt really enjoy much cause the party wasnt well planned. Everyone was in different groups, all over the void deck area.

But his birthday cake look damn beautiful. (Mr. Boyfriend says his 21st birthday cake must be nicer than his..)

And I think it's so hard to control the crowd when you are running the party. Unless the group knows each other internally, other wise, it's so hard to gather them together. Furthermore, I didnt have any birthday party for myself before. Except for this year, Ah Dan organised one for me (:

I guess the next birthday party will be Delia's. And she got a theme - Retro! I got no idea what to where -.- Still thinking..... ...

I have been neglecting my site for so long. Everyday I am super free yet so lazy to write an entry, I just feel that it's so tiring to think about the content of the entry. I guess it's time that I do some updating! Entries will be backdated.

So happy that our room is nicely done. I've been shopping for room decorations rather than clothes, bags, etc. I think I'm turning very "Aunty" like. But I feel that clothes aren't that important now, love it at first sight but next moment it's just a piece of cloth. Sufficient is good enough (:

Anyway, there's a new decoration in the room. Cheap and pretty!

It's definitely a pleasant surprise and it made a good start off for my week. I was shock when I saw a postman outside the door, calling for "Ginny Bao.. Ms. Bao..." It took me few minutes to actually process the information that it's my name.

A pretty huge winnie the pooh envelope, with my name at the front and ...... my dearest faraway girlfriend ..... VINCI name at the back.

Simple message, few pictures, lots of love!





I met up with Choy darling, together with Brenden Boy. Both of them can never stop arguing, I guess this is the way they communicate. Apart from that, I had the longest chat with Brenden Boy. I never felt this great talking to him before, and I had never thought that I would talk to him about my problems. Nor heard his worries from him. It felt as if I have another person to hear my problems, someone close like a family member.

It's grandma birthday! Today it's the actual day, but we celebrated it over the weekend.

Family will always come behind friends or own entertainment. It's so hard to have a simple family gathering, you will only see those usual few going back to visit. If not for such occasion, you will never see the whole family get together. It's always the usual excuses, "not free" "busy" "see how lah" "maybe going", busy with school work or i-don't-know but actual fact is out with friends.

Anyway, back to celebration day. I wasn't in prefect mood that day, I know it suppose to be a happy day but I just couldn't smile.

With my dearest friend, Brenden, giving black face due to being uncomfortable facing my relatives. I know his reluctance of joining us and there's other reasons behind his spoilt mood too. But I just want him to know that, I'm thankful he came, apologies for my stubbornness (cause I keep on asking him to go) and my relatives words. I felt that he's my close friend, just like a family member to me, I would love him to join my family celebrations. But I didn't expect it to turn out sour.

I wasn't please when my aunt commented on my tattoo, where or how I wanted the tattoo to be is my decision. I will bear the consequences of the aftermath. Then again, mouth belongs to others, there's no way I could prevent them from speaking.

AND I didn't like it when aunt uses the word "carelafare" on my close friend. It's definitely very rude and unpleasant. Moreover, it's grandma's birthday, more the merrier and grandma saw him before, mom & dad know him. So I don't see the problem of having him joining the celebration.

It was a bad night for me, though I'm suppose to be happy but I just couldn't smile happily.